It's been 2.5 weeks since I regained my head. Meaning, 2.5 weeks 100% episode free. This has not been my experience for years and it's one I've been protecting, hence no blog posts. There are parts of my mind that worry if I enter into my mental health parts of life it could reignite all … Continue reading I have my head
Chris Chatterton These were my words as I entered my psychologist's office, I think I've only said them ten times max to my memory. Some issues came to light from the brute force anxiety attack I had after my session last Friday, and more mild one the week before. I realized how anxious I've been … Continue reading We Need To Talk
Sometimes looking back brings the pain. As I live it now, my life is one of conscious and continuous distraction. If my mind is off center, you'll find me always doing something to distract the mind. If no activities are available, or even when I'm doing them, there is a neverending stream of audiobooks, Netflix … Continue reading Reminded, Remembered
South Africa About a month ago I met a woman named Kaya, a native of South Africa, one of the more determined people I've met, and fun to talk to. We met in my Jimjilbang, I meet the best people there, honestly. She fell so in love with the experience that I've seen her multiple … Continue reading How Do You Become an Athiest?
I'm that person, the one who leaves the kitchen sink empty at the end of the day, during which I didn't stop moving except for Korean Spa recharge time. Any free moment has something to organize, read, restock or repair. If not there's something to work on in my business or personal life, guaranteed. December's … Continue reading Clarity Born From Anger
What happens when your life gets hard? I mean life never going to be the same kind of hard. The type that leaves you lying on the floor for a half hour at the end of the day because you cannot think much less move and just need the world to stop for a minute. … Continue reading Living or Dying. Which One?
I was at the Taiyaki stand, ready for my weekly custard fish, plus bonus fish! Hannah's gone for the weekend with her grandparents! It's always been the cheat weekend over the last two years of our super diet, lifestyle change, but the excitement is gone. It's not special, I will have no extra pleasure in … Continue reading The Cheat Days are Missing!