Monday I was exhausted, yesterday upgraded to tired & dysregulated, and today brings more of the same. Miles & I talked for hours yesterday, sorting through causes, actions, and the like. During that time I was also texting my therapist asking for a bonus session. It's was my first time asking for an extra appointment … Continue reading I’m Tired (Journal Post)
About an hour ago I resigned myself to writing a woe is me post. While I am still wallowing, I'm also not freaking out and this is due in great part to my husband, the unicorn. Woohoo! Manly Unicorn Miles is a rare breed of partner. Grant you, before I got sick he was a … Continue reading How to be a Unicorn
"I moved house three days after my appendectomy." - My Mom She continues to be a good example of someone pushing it too far after surgery. Priority #1: Get things done. #2: Do them right. I'm not sure where the other goals fall in the remainder of the list. Those are the top two. These … Continue reading Perfection & Perseverance
A couple days ago I did a post on the popular "If you want to be happy, lower your expectations," of recent months. I only thought of desires, lifestyles, and other experiences. Happiness is from what we accomplish & attain, obviously. Or not. Today I learned differently when in my weekly therapy session. Today I … Continue reading New Dimensions & Taiyaki
My life on day one of no sugar after quite the binge these few days before.
So I was watching an anime called, That Time I Got Reincarnated as a Slime, and a character in it left me with some food for thought. (spoilers for episode 11-13) Delusions of grandeur are not only experienced by those with one of the commonly associated diagnoses, bipolar, schizophrenia, delusional disorder, or substance abuse. Think … Continue reading Lizardmen & Self-Esteem
Investments My grandfather is an interesting character The son of Italian immigrants with pennies to their name, he came out determined to make a success of himself and accomplished that in his 30s. He worked with investors to build businesses, including an organized family. This was always a family business, including me when I was … Continue reading There’s Always That Person