I was at the Taiyaki stand, ready for my weekly custard fish, plus bonus fish! Hannah's gone for the weekend with her grandparents! It's always been the cheat weekend over the last two years of our super diet, lifestyle change, but the excitement is gone. It's not special, I will have no extra pleasure in … Continue reading The Cheat Days are Missing!
InBody the Temptress The longing glances in the gym were on fire today. The woman desperately wanting, but having to resist the charms, the comfort, the solidity of the body composition scale machine. Three days ago on Sunday, I decided that I was no longer going to let an arbitrary number dictate my life. Yeah! … Continue reading Alexia vs The Scale
Something has been hinted to me by my psychologist. Something I could not imagine would be possible in my life. It's the reversal of my habits for the last 19+ years. That I should stop weighing myself, or at least not so much, not every day or multiple times a day. Since I was a … Continue reading Flying Blind
You hear it every supernatural story. The inductee is changed and all the sudden something they would have previously despised is now the most beautiful wonderful thing in the world be it blood or raw meat who knows? Still twitching? This rings pretty true for changing diet plans as well, only in reverse. You still … Continue reading Reverse March – Look Away from the Jelly
Expectations are a broad topic, so much so that, when looking at my goals for the year, I find this idea applies to my body fat% goals and track, and so much more. There's a saying seen I've seen frequently in recent past. "To be happy you have to lower your expectations." This makes perfect … Continue reading Expectations & Jelly
My life on day one of no sugar after quite the binge these few days before.
I am out of it. oi. Today is the day of bliss, discomfort, and a general sense of Yay! happy to be aliveness. I can't think of another day where I feel a selfish happy where I can do whatever I please within my rights, like eating 2 bite brownies or a couple donuts from … Continue reading Happy Vices Day