Expectations are a broad topic, so much so that, when looking at my goals for the year, I find this idea applies to my body fat% goals and track, and so much more. There's a saying seen I've seen frequently in recent past. "To be happy you have to lower your expectations." This makes perfect … Continue reading Expectations & Jelly
My life on day one of no sugar after quite the binge these few days before.
I am out of it. oi. Today is the day of bliss, discomfort, and a general sense of Yay! happy to be aliveness. I can't think of another day where I feel a selfish happy where I can do whatever I please within my rights, like eating 2 bite brownies or a couple donuts from … Continue reading Happy Vices Day
So I was watching an anime called, That Time I Got Reincarnated as a Slime, and a character in it left me with some food for thought. (spoilers for episode 11-13) Delusions of grandeur are not only experienced by those with one of the commonly associated diagnoses, bipolar, schizophrenia, delusional disorder, or substance abuse. Think … Continue reading Lizardmen & Self-Esteem
Today was a discouraging day in the end. I went to Lululemon with my freshly minted gift card. In the past going to Lulu was a treat, they had all these clothes that hid everything. I wore my size 12 groove pants throughout my pregnancy, weight gain, weight loss until I had to go down … Continue reading Never Go Into a Fitting Room With a Full Bladder
Investments My grandfather is an interesting character The son of Italian immigrants with pennies to their name, he came out determined to make a success of himself and accomplished that in his 30s. He worked with investors to build businesses, including an organized family. This was always a family business, including me when I was … Continue reading There’s Always That Person
The above is a quote from my acupuncturist. I was laying on the table in the beginning of the session and describing the last few days. It turns out that one of my most commonly said sentences begins with, "I knew I should have rested but,". I know I do it, the decision in my … Continue reading I’m Sensing a Theme Here